It has been so long since my last post. I always believe that people who write are the ones that are hurt. But seriously now, i dont feel hurt at all. Sorry..not really at all.
Aku rasa aku dah takde material nak dicakapkan dalam blog ni but i still know deep down inside, i wanna write. Whatever shit happens sekalipun, writing is in my vein. I cannot resist.
Okay lets start with being blessed with my life now. I felt more content and alive. Kudos to her because she still the one that I love from day one. Day one means the first time we met at JSH. You can say that I am loyal, cool, charm, caring, loving, sweet talker or whatever the name is but the one that are really lucky is me.
Like for god sake, i am so lucky kot sebab palat, sial, celaka gua ni, ada jugak yang menunggu. One in a million lah you.
Gua terberhenti lama jugak ni sebab i try to find words to describe you but none of it can compare to the love and affection u shown me. Aku rasa sekarang dah masuk fasa i cannot say those sweet things anymore. I mean i still can play around and giggles but to really put words on how to show my appreciation, like damn its really hard.
Sebab? Sebab aku tahu kau nak assurance and setakat cakap2 ni, sudah basi. Dan, im too old for lovey things online bro. Cakap je tak layan, kita action satu kali baru dia percaya.
Okay lah lets wrap it up.
Bila aku tengok dalam mata kau,
Aku nampak diri aku,
Reflection tu adalah aku ataupun cuma aku di mata kau?
Either way, looking at your eyes makes me calm.
They said when u meet someone and u have those tremors feeling,
Yeap thats not love my brother,
The one who makes u feel so calm,
Itu yg kau kena simpan.
